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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

It's 7am in the morning where I am. The mornings and nights are always the most difficult here. When I think about the day I have ahead of me I paralyze with fear. And when I think about the day I have just passed I feel so very alone.

I guess all of us are going through the same thing. It'll take me a while to fix myself. It doesn't seem like any help is forthcoming at the moment.

Last week, my mom came down here to stay with me as part of the help program. She can't make it down this week because she's down with the flu. I can't help but feel a little bit guilty.

I will get through this.

I know I have to.

Just waiting for December...

-ionie

4:04 PM

posted by Shiawase 



It is truly alright.