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Saturday, March 03, 2007

I was kinda hoping that by now, I wouldn't dread going back to Seremban so much.

Fat chance of that happenning.

I still don't want to go back. And I have to leave this house in the next 8 hours or so.

Some things will never change... and there are some things I cannot just let slip, and accept. I cannot accept that I have to live there, study there, be away from home. I just can't. I've tried listing down what is great about living there against what is great about living at home - and the home list outnumbered the seremban list 3 to 1, ratioed.

As Mitch Albom would say/write - 'Just feel it, accept it, and move on.'

It is really difficult to, especially when you feel it, accept it, and feel it again, and accept it again, and feel it again... I guess I'm not truly accepting it. I'm trying, I really am.

BTW, one of the reasons that was in Seremban's failure was the fact that the house had Streamyx, which is about 4 times more stable and twice as fast as my home connection with Webbit. -_-;;



I don't wanna go back...

But I have to make myself want to.

-ionie
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6:10 PM

posted by Shiawase 



It is truly alright.