Saturday, December 22, 2007
Please try to understand.
On one hand, I could be here at home spending time with my family and friends before New Years'. It's been at least a year since everyone's been around, and I can't be there with them.
Instead, I'll be at your home, being interrogated and questioned at every turn about my uncertain future and about us, which is a horrendous subject to talk about right now. I will be cornered should anyone ask about my religion, about what I believe, about what I think we will do, what I would like you to do; all the topics which will destroy us even more than I can on my own.
Please try to understand why I don't want to go to your home.
-ionie
It is truly alright.